The woman who gave up

The woman who gave up

Today’s a hard anniversary. A friend of mine grew up in a house with a very abusive dad. Her mom had to perceive the image of perfection. Every day at 5 o’clock she would become nervous if her husband coming home. She walked on eggshells because she knew something would be wrong. Her home was […]

Happy Fathers Day!

Happy Fathers Day to all the men who have stepped up in the life of a child! The saying goes that any man can create a child, but it takes a real man to be a father. My husband came into our lives at a time that had truckloads of emotional baggage that we are […]

Dear God- W.T.F just happened?

One thing I have always been told by Christians, is the closer you get to God, the more spiritual warfare you encounter because Satan tries to bring you down. I’m not sure if that is true or not. My life has been spiritually derailed for a few months as this point, so….. Frankly, life was […]

Why am I doing this to myself?

Why am I doing this to myself?

Its 10 o’clock at night, and I am eating a thousand pounds of chocolate, and fully invested in the idea that I will most likely gain a lot of weight. A giant chocolate bunny that my husband gave me for Easter, and promised I would eat it in moderation, which up until this point I […]

Finding Faith

Faith is hard. Very hard and at times impossible, especially when life is going really well. Having faith is easy when it drops you to your knees, but when life is going good we forget to stay plugged in to the good Lord. This is my challenge. The other challenge is the church. I love […]

Finding peace in the middle of chaos

I am grateful for my little piece of country in the middle of the trailerhood where I find a source of simplicity when my mind is overwhelmed with complicated burdens, and nothing is in my control. Sunshine and open spaces have a positive effect on the mind, body and soul when the burdens become too […]

Reality Blogging. A no BS look at what its really like to be married to a truck driver.

Facebook is an amazing place for truckers wives and girlfriends to find support, encouragement and a place to vent. Being a truckers wife is a lifestyle normal women struggle relating to. I love when I go to my support pages, read what another said I can shake my head and say “me too.” My week […]

Happy Mothers Day!

Happy Mothers Day!

Happy Mothers Day!!! See the basket of beautiful lilacs? These are my very favorite flower in the world. They remind me of my great grandma back home. She had these big bushes that I would play in.  Every time I see and smell lilacs, I think of my childhood playing in those bushes. So moms, […]

About Me….

Hello, My name is Ceejay. Welcome to my blog “Ramblings from the trailerhood.” I am your typical trailerhood mama. I have the double sleeve tattoos, married to a truck driver that also rides a Harley, and we have some kids. 3 actually. We have the Harley edition F150, 30ot6, 22 shotgun, and a dog like […]

The Journey Begins

  Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton For the last few years, I have been a wondering soul of sorts. My body hasn’t traveled far, but my mind has been in search of happiness, in search of me. My life was so wrapped up in being the perfect […]